hello people. thanks for your prayers! :) mhmm... well, today was great. yup! :) got myself a GOLD medal for 4X400m. whooots. my team: Ting Jun, Wen Jie and Rainer! love you guys! haha! but credits goes to God for allowing me to finish the race. yupp! 2 years back, i didn't really manage to finish my 1500m race because of my heart. i don't really remember what happened but the pain was excruciating! my chest felt like bursting into flames. but many many thanks to His grace that i manage to finish not only 1 but 3 races today. yupp!
-picture of my trophy! :)

-one of my events. :)
anyways, sports day aside, i really have more to learn in my life. i am as kancheong as a spider. and well, i guess this is the part of my life where i have to take 1,000,000 chill pills. from now on, i'll take steps of faith and wait patiently. yupp! and another thing that have been lingering in my mind is about friendships. yesterday's talk with Kenneth was kinda fruitful. i guess being a friend is one thing but being a real friend and a one that is caring is another. it takes alot of sacrifice and patience. yupp. so yeah, i've gotta work real hard to change my ways. haha! yupp. i pray that God will mould me to be the best friend i can be and also teach me to be more patient, be still and know who's in charge. yupp! :) and by doing so, i hope the people around me won't see Syahir only, but they'll see the Jesus in me! :)
well, i guess that's about it. thanks Jesus for the day. :) thanks for breaking through the fear barrier in my life.
my life; surrendered
in the darkest hours of life,
His presence lights my way.
in my brokenness,
He came and pulled me out of the thunderstorms.
the sufferings i faced,
have been felt by Him on the cross.
my life i surrender, i commit into His mighty hands;
my life i surrender, i give it all to my King.
I am no more torn and tattered,
lay on pastures of greens,
and beside waters that's calm and clear.
the cold i felt have been warmed by His love;
the burden i carried have been taken away.
all I can do now is give thanks to Him;
have faith;
and shine for Him.
the life i surrendered,
is truly a worth while decision.
-me! :) thank You for the 1 year!