Woke up at 5am today due to some rash attack. I don't know why.. but yeah. Received an SMS from my friend and she said that there's no school today for some reason. So I went back to sleep - but just I couldn't. I was tossing and turning, for almost an hour and finally made up my mind to wake up and go for a run. I ran 2.4km today but forgot to bring my stopwatch along thus not being able to time myself. Reached home and washed my school uniform and socks. Hehheh. Done with the laundry and started studying since 9am. However, studying on a Saturday morning is just not right. (haha). And here I am on my computer...

Last night, before I slept, I was really inconscient. My body was at home but my mind was all over the place. So, sorry Joash for SMS-ing crap last night and I still don't know what we were talking about. Hahaha! The reason for this blur-ness is due to the fact that I had 3 hours of Malay lesson... AFTER SCHOOL! But it was worth it i guess... Every minute of it. Because I've learnt that MALAY isn't that bad. My teacher gave me like 38/50 for both my dialog writing and essay. Yup! And whatever Galvin said was kinda true. I shouldn't be scared. I HAVE NOT even sat for the paper yet and I'm feeling all jittery and worried. Heh...

And I AM SUPER ANGRY WITH MY P.T TEACHER!!! Hahaha!

Thursday was the closing day of the selection for National Track & Field, and I have no nuts about it. I was in the school canteen and Mr.Choo, my P.T teacher, came up to me and said, "Syahir ah... I was thinking about you... yet I don't want to trouble you. The submission of names for the Track & Field National Team closed already. I wanted to put your name but you are having your O-levels. So I don't want to disturb you."

Then I was like, "URHSAKJFDKSDJFAIJQWIRKKFOJASJGK!" 

Nyehh... I was SPEECHLES actually. Hehh... Well, there was nothing else he can do. Yup. URGH! O-level is really taking a toll on my life! Haha! (emo.) But nevermind. I guess there are other opportunities out there, and Mr.Choo still ROCKS MY SOCKS! :) He's the only P.T teacher in school that can pronounce my name properly and he was the one who pushed me above my own expectations! Yup. I hope to be in National Team one day (doing what I like).

Names that I am called in school::
Sheh-here: most of the staff in the English dept.
Sa-hey: the secondary ones
Sia-here: MR. LIM JUN SHENG (Physics)
Sha-hril: malay teachers. (can you believe it?) & MR. TAN SUAN TIAN (P.T)
Azhar: MRS. ANGELINE EE (this was what she called me when I fainted)
Sa-hurl / Sha-hrey: MR. TOM CHAN (P.T)
Siao-hei: primary school friends
Sha-real: MR. TAN HAK SOON (D.M), MRS. SHIRLEEN ONG (P)
Rasyid: MR. PAUL EDWARD OSGODBY (my form teacher cum English dept.)
O-Shaheeer: MDM. TEOH SOO SIM (Malay teacher)
Sai-he: jonathan lee. -.-"

Yup! That's about it I guess.... HAHA!

Anyways, Zephy and Seow out of town, DLam is MIA-ing, Grace is busy with her concert tomorrow and Joash has training. Hurr... Everyone is super busy nowadays.

Wells, back to more studying now. Got alot of things to memorise. GB! :D

looking at the language results today, i can't help but be depressed. i know i shouldn't be, but i got my hopes up too high i guess, and it's a natural feeling when you don't get what you think you ought to get... is it?
just looking at my class' MSG before i got my papers back really gave me the shock of my life - 8.5. 2/3 of my class failed english paper, and i was super relieved when i received my papers. i wasn't part of the majority. i don't know, at that point of time, i didn't know whether to feel happy or sad. argh... so emo... heh. i got really high for my paper 1 but failed my paper 2 badly... and my mother tongue. i thought i did it quite well... but am only 3 marks away from getting a D7.
got back my physics practical as well. was quite glad 'cos i got 9/15. and i think i can call it a tremendous achievement due to the fact that i DID NOT attend ANY physics practical lesson. heh...

OH WELLS, after looking at today's really atrocious results, I SOOOOO CAN WAIT FOR THE REST OF THE PAPERS!!! and whilst waiting, i have alot to mug for RMUN and in addition to the work load, i have to finish my research for debate next monday. why DID I EVER GET MYSELF INTO THESE KIND OF THINGS! hurrr... oh... RMUN presentation's in 6 days! whooohooo! and guess how many percent have i done? uhhhhhh... ZERO! YAY!

anyways, i went for another run today. ran 4km as usual, and my timing was 16 minutes flat. it was slower than the previous one. i could feel that i was running rather slow today. but nevermind. 16 minutes isn't that bad actually. heh... after that, cooled down for 10 minutes and met LIMMIE! it's been a long time i've seen her. haha! had a good catch up and we're gonna run again tomorrow. yupp!

ohwells... time to muggggggggggggggggggggg! bye!