...and i'm supposed to be studying. but NO! i can't seem to keep my self still on my desk and mug. urgh. it's really really annoying. my friends are sms-ing me what to study - even the ones i didn't expect to study smsed me. and look at me, slacking on the couch, just letting the second-hand go round the clock. syahir needs TO BE HERE and NOT anywhere ELSE!!!

anyway, literature paper tomorrow. i love lit but i hate the set text. THE ENGLISH TEACHER IS SUPER BORING!!! yeah, true enough, it teaches us how to treasure what we do or what we have in life... but mannnnnnn I AM 17!!! i want.............. suspense! horror! tragedy! ACTION! humour! but everything that's in the book is.... LOVE LOVE and more LOVE! hurrr....( but, thanks Zephy for the notes. :) ) well, not saying that love is boring... it's fun... but PUT A LIL BIT OF ACTION OR SOMETHING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! hurr...

the day after tomorrow is mother tongue paper. hahahaha! it's gonna be a piece of cake... right... ha! i see bleak future in my MT. haha! but i WILL try my best!!! :) WHOOHOO!

can't wait for next wednesday - my last paper!!! well, TECHNICALLY, exams end on next thursday all thanks to the CME paper! hurrr... i have to go to school at 910, and sit for CME paper for 30 minutes and chiao! like... super-ly-spastic! hurrrrr.......... but anyways, planning to go shop for uh.. stuff next week.... i need shorts! :) wooo... hahaha!but before next week comes, i have to GAMBATE for this week! YAY! .........-.-"

oh, and my future dad's in the hospital 'cos he's diagnosed with pneumonia. my mum says that when he's in pink of his health, he loves drinking alot of cold water. so apparently, he fell really sick maybe 'cos he drinks too much cold water. so, he's warded in the hospital now. and apparently, the wedding is this saturday... so yeah. i really hope he'll be okay by then. so my mum won't have to worry so much. come to think of it, everybody's getting sick these few weeks. really have no idea why... a gentle reminder to everyone: PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN HEALTH... IF YOU DON'T, THEN WHO WILL?! :)oh, and my sister can walk normally now. haha! whooohooo...

sigh. TILL THEN... GOD BLESS! :)

In the midst of "studying" i came out with this poem. hope you'll like it.

popular.

bravissimo;
music to their ear
the applaud
crowds cheer.
there they were, worshipped -
roared the crowd,
begs.

the massacre of the poor,
a lie; a mockery.
their glory, their popularity,
the decomposition of their rights?
their gain,
their pain!

in the gutter they sleep,
through the backyard they peep.
the fame they gain
oh what sin?
creating a pseudo world of smiles
but hard heart of lies.
to hell be you who demands.

but...
who am i?
am i not them?
do i not give the crowd what they want?
do i not mock them behind their back?
this lie. i lie. they lie.
we don't say,
but we do say.

bravo;
the noise i hear.
go away!

yup. i know it sounds really angsty. it doesn't make that much sense. haha! but it sounds nice. :)

well, i am really slacking now. yup. goodbye to you SS! :D